One year ago today our life changed forever…
I still can’t believe it has been one year ago since our life was ripped apart. It is “somewhat” all over but the pain is still felt and the wounds are still deep. I won’t go into details because it honestly hurts as bad as it did a year ago.
The main thing we focus on these days are our Babies, Church/God, and staying as positive as we can.
God: has helped us stay focused on our relationships with each other and with Him. We have in the mean time found an amazing church that we devote our selves too. This has truly been an amazing journey considering everything we have been through.
Our Kids: have helped us stay positive and kept us smiling with their goofiness and love. They are soo unbelievably quick to hug me when they see me down. I adore them even when I want to pull my hair out. There is something that cheers you up seeing the smiles on their faces even for the littlest reasons.
My Husband: has stood by my side because he knows we are amazing parents who would never harm our children. Our children are our LIFE. Anyone who knows us or sees us knows this. We are never without our children. He has held my hand when I couldn’t control my seizures. He has wiped the tears that fall from my eyes. He gives me the biggest hugs when he knows I can’t take it anymore. Yet not once has he said anything negative. God sent me an angel that is for sure. Love you Baby. 💖
God sent me another angel when Melody came across my path. We both needed each other at just the right time. We help lift each other up no matter what time it is. She is my Sister in Christ and Best Friend. We tell each other our deepest and darkest secrets with zero judgement. We make each other laugh until our stomachs hurt and we can tell each other the hard truth and take no offense from it. We needed each other at just the right time. God’s timing is amazing!!
*I am missing a TON of my closest ODC ladies and my closest BFFs as well. I didn’t have pics on hand to post. 😘
Last but not least I am proud and thankful for myself. You don’t realize how strong you are until being strong is your only option.